{"id":46,"date":"2018-12-19T03:59:13","date_gmt":"2018-12-19T03:59:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.gynesisradio.com\/feelgoodmerch\/2018\/12\/19\/kid-cudi-talks-mental-health-drug-use-on-jada-pinkett-smiths-red-table-talk\/"},"modified":"2018-12-19T03:59:13","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T03:59:13","slug":"kid-cudi-talks-mental-health-drug-use-on-jada-pinkett-smiths-red-table-talk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gynesisradio.com\/feelgoodmerch\/2018\/12\/19\/kid-cudi-talks-mental-health-drug-use-on-jada-pinkett-smiths-red-table-talk\/","title":{"rendered":"Kid Cudi Talks Mental Health &#038; Drug Use On Jada Pinkett Smith\u2019s \u201cRed Table Talk\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"article-header\" class=\"article-header\" data-post-id=\"405239\" data-item-type=\"\" data-item-rateable=\"\" data-item-image=\"https:\/\/s3.amazonaws.com\/hiphopdx-production\/2018\/12\/181218-kid-cudi-FB-220x165.jpg\" data-item-title=\"Kid Cudi Talks Mental Health &amp; Drug Use On Jada Pinkett Smith\u2019s \u201cRed Table Talk\u201d\">\n<div class=\"fb-video\" data-href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/redtabletalk\/videos\/322561695010791\/\" data-width=\"500\">\n<blockquote class=\"fb-xfbml-parse-ignore\" cite=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/redtabletalk\/videos\/322561695010791\/\"><p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/redtabletalk\/videos\/322561695010791\/\">Confronting Mental Illness<\/a>Jada reveals her struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Grammy-winning rapper Kid Cudi joins the Table and talks about his mental health problems and battle with addiction.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"article-advertisement  article-body article-news\">\n<div class=\"body-copy \">\n<p><span class=\"location\">LOS ANGELES, CA \u2013\u00a0<\/span><a href=\"http:\/\/hiphopdx.com\/news\/id.49165\/title.lorde-accuses-kanye-west-kid-cudi-of-stealing-her-stage-design\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Kid Cudi<\/a>\u00a0stopped by\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/hiphopdx.com\/news\/id.49043\/title.will-jada-pinkett-smith-seek-to-kill-longtime-rumors-in-latest-red-table-talk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Jada Pinkett Smith\u2019s\u00a0<em>Red Table Talk<\/em><\/a>\u00a0to discuss his mental health issues and battle with drugs. After Pinkett Smith opened up about her own struggles, the veteran actress brought out Cudi for a revealing conversation about his troubles.<\/p>\n<p>Cudi spoke about dealing with depression, which he said was exacerbated by his fame. The multi-platinum artist noted that he felt a tremendous amount of pressure to live up to the lofty standards projected on him by fans and industry players alike.<\/p>\n<div id=\"div-gpt-ad-body1\" class=\"centered-ad\" data-google-query-id=\"CJjZmZb-qt8CFR1uwQod-lcNYw\">\n<div id=\"google_ads_iframe_\/1010625\/hiphopdx\/body1_0__container__\">\n<div id=\"viralize-wide-wrapper-ji1nn6f6tlo\" class=\"vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-native vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-wide-wrapper\">\n<div id=\"viralize-native-wrapper-ji1nn6f6tlo\" class=\"vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-native vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-native-wrapper\">\n<div id=\"viralize-native-ji1nn6f6tlo\" class=\"vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-native vr-ji1nn6f6tlo-native-element\">\u201cThat\u2019s where most of the bad stuff came in,\u201d Cudi said. \u201cI have to live up to be this person, and I don\u2019t feel like that. It\u2019s like doing a comedy but you\u2019re miserable. It\u2019s like my life was like this show and I was always supposed to be on. But when the show was over, I was completely miserable. For a long time, I wasn\u2019t happy when I woke up in the morning.\u201d<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>Later on, Cudi delved into his drug use. The \u201cDay \u2018n Nite\u201d creator said he secretly used cocaine, which is why it flew under the radar for so long.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was a very private thing,\u201d he explained. \u201cI was dealing with my shit alone. I never did drugs around a bunch of people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe id=\"instagram-embed-0\" class=\"instagram-media instagram-media-rendered\" src=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/Brdz6nBD6Oa\/embed\/captioned\/?cr=1&amp;v=12&amp;wp=500&amp;rd=https%3A%2F%2Fhiphopdx.com&amp;rp=%2Fnews%2Fid.49661%2Ftitle.kid-cudi-talks-mental-health-drug-use-on-jada-pinkett-smiths-red-table-talk#%7B%22ci%22%3A0%2C%22os%22%3A1628.7999999476597%7D\" height=\"1008\" frameborder=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\" data-instgrm-payload-id=\"instagram-media-payload-0\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"><\/iframe>Cudi said he was good at keeping his drug abuse hidden, even from his close friends.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI really went out my way to keep what I was going through hidden because I was ashamed,\u201d he stated. \u201cI think that\u2019s why I quit the first time because I got arrested then everybody knew about it. But I didn\u2019t quit for the right reasons. I didn\u2019t quit because it wasn\u2019t good for me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He continued, \u201cI was really worried, and I kinda like had that moment where I was just like, \u2018Do I really wanna get back on drugs and do cocaine again? Do I really wanna go back on this journey at 32?\u2019 I woke up one morning, and I was just thinking like, \u2018Man, this isn\u2019t healthy. And I don\u2019t know what else to do but get some help and find some place I can go.\u2019 And I found a place.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cudi gave fans some positive news when he announced he\u2019d been off cocaine for two years. He also had a special moment with one of the show\u2019s production assistants, who tattooed lyrics from Cudi\u2019s \u201cGhost!\u201d on his arm.<\/p>\n<p>Check out the entire episode of\u00a0<em>Red Table Talk<\/em>\u00a0above.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"newsletter-signup\">\n<div id=\"subscription-headline\" class=\"headline\">\n<h3><\/h3>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Confronting Mental IllnessJada reveals her struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Grammy-winning rapper Kid Cudi joins the Table and talks about his mental health problems and battle with addiction. LOS ANGELES, CA \u2013\u00a0Kid Cudi\u00a0stopped by\u00a0Jada Pinkett Smith\u2019s\u00a0Red Table Talk\u00a0to discuss his mental health issues and battle with drugs. 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